@willowissootuff i would do it alot afew yrs ago. if u fail which is most likely, depending on what u use it will be painful and stomach churning u might experience seizures etc and ifits an antidepressant serotonin syndrome, which is hell. unless u hv f3nt it isnt instant and its usually painful
im getting addicted to my pain meds and i cant afford this rn because theyll take me off of them and i physically cant afford that right now, i would be on opiates if i could control my self
I feel so lost in my own body it hurts
parts of me (alters) are completely content and some want top surgery from what i can tell from limited communication and i just feel disgusting, im not even living my own life, every time i try to change something its changed back
its so warm and comforting. I feel like my vision is sooo unfocused though. I cant get addicted to this though cause then they wont give me anything after thjs