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[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

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[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

혼자 말하고 있는 것 같아서 조금 이상하게 느껴지지만, 응 저도 많이 많이 사랑해요… 많이 보고 싶어요 :T

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

i know i probably missed my chance if i ever had any (10+yrs), but also rushing things w/out understanding myself as much as i do now wouldve been worse.. and she seems happier recently, which for whatever the reason is, its all i care about in the end~ and hope it continues ♡

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

just woke up a while ago since my sleep is really messed up atm orz.. since i prefer the night time's calmness, but also staying up till im exhausted gives me more dreams consistently + my dreams being really vivid in general, though sometimes confusing as well..

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

might end up making a fool of myself again the next time i go back to korea next may-april.. well, one last time 헐 >///<;;

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

also what is happening in the US, (A parasite that can cause “explosive diarrhea,” cyclospora, is on the rise this summer) - fruits and vegetables being dangerous or having up to like 2 weeks of this parasite and stomach issues ;; sounds awful

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

and the longer it takes to find information on them, the more likely (if not already) chances they arent alive anymore & ill be left forever without any closure if that happens..though on some terms, ive already mourned her death (as a kid), since she never tried to find me

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

ive always wanted to have my birthday over there, i guess for personal reasons since ive never had one except as a baby? but i hear Jan./winter in korea is pretty rough.. :T just sentimental stuff i guess, since i still havent found my birthmother or her family yet...

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

perhaps in a few years i'll finally get the dual citizenship korea/u.s. ive put off. being a korean adoptee born in korea and adopted over, its a possibility, and maybe live over there for a while, it would help some of my plans, but might also be difficult to live there alone

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

i do love you sunmi, since forever ago & will probably always~ its why a lot of her music resonates w/my memories..since so many things feel so familiar, even though they probably arent. all that rain looks like it would be nice to walk in at night or also to lie down in 🌑🌧️

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

i do like her new mv and song, there are quite a bit of familiar symbolism in the mv, that my brain is picking up on from the past, but whether intended or not i cannot say - though seeing all these specific patterns/symbolism does make me feel a bit crazy sometimes :T

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

still working on the little stuff for my character though since i only had 2 days notice, though i really should be sleeping atm ;; ...i also hope my brother's campaign can get some games in this month, just everyone elses schedules are so busy.. or plans are made then changed :T

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

to most people i play with, that if they want access to the $1000+ content in sourcebooks + 3rd party stuff on dndbeyond, i tell them just invite me & ill join so they can use my stuff in their games. i dont expect anything in return, im glad to share to those who dont have it

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

My dm friend who lives near me, invited me to a new paid game he has w/his other friends, i told him i wasnt interested in paid games, but he told me btw us, i didnt have to pay, since i have given/let him borrow a bunch of stuff for games + i guess since i offer to most people

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

Korea does have it, cool.. maybe when im there next year, well it would be a nice thing to see for the first time with someone special as well, though it would delay the time i wanted to be there. hmm...it looks really beautiful in pics & ive always wanted to see it in person~

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

strange something like this showed on my feed, though no one would really understand the context except me ^^;

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立川のこいつ、かわいい

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

the issue w/ having very high pattern recognition is trying to understand consciously how my brain came up w/ its theory. like are these real/a lot of specific coincidences together or just my imagination cause it wants them to be true, even if that means its highly unlikely? orz

[donghyun kim @dong_hyun]

i miss being in nature and just walking around in the rain at night, or when i was on vacation in Hawaii and just around the beach next to the hotel, at night so no one else was around, while looking at the starry skies~