Toxic is toxic, family or not I'm cutting them people off it's time for me to start thinking about myself first instead of others for once and I'm not apologising for doing so.
Not being able to talk to my family or friends without being criticised about what's really bothering me or what's going in my life is impossible but then again if they cared as much as they preach maybe I'd actually be ok.
I went through the darkest point of my life and got out the other end myself & alive and that just proves that you don't need anybody other than yourself.
"Why didn't you leave him sooner if he was so bad for you." I saw a side of him nobody else has okay & I was stupid enough to think the old him was coming back.