obsessed with how most idols have commented on the technicalities of the kpdh universe and how accurate/inaccurate it is to the kpop industry but resident loverboy jeon jungkook, captain of the jinrumi ship, came with his jinrumi agenda & crashed out for 2 hours
Namjoon had the worst with sleep in his base to a point he was terrified of the night, had to get on meds, was unable to function normally, and lived so miserably that he couldn't write songs for the longest since he was 14, as he only could journal his thoughts to stay alive.
Namjoon seems to have suffered a lot and gone through countless changes in the past 3 years that it affected who he was and shift a lot in his life. I truly hope he rests, heals, redo and restart everything as many times as he want to find himself again, he always finds a way 💜
Every ticking second was horrifying for him, with the hardest time being April-May last year, and god does my heart hurt for him urgh I cannot imagine...
It's all over now, goddamn over now. You so strong, and will heal soon, Namjoon. I always believe in you.