@Princess2525xo I totally understand but you gotta realize the streamer is offering an incentive for the viewer in different ways. That is only a plus to the viewer. You sub, get your emotes, get your support on, and your streamer does somethin extra. Not a bad deal. I wont eat no jelly beans.
Being a Twitch streamer and having depression is a really difficult mix sometimes because there's only so many ways you can say, "Sorry for cancelling stream again. I just really don't want to be alive," without it getting repetitive or feeling like you're being forced to share.
Not every stream is going to be amazing, just like how not every post will go viral or every business endeavor will pay off big.
Life is about the ups and downs and trying things out and seeing what works. Learn from the lows that way you can soar when you do hit those highs 🧡