atticus edtwt

cw: 41kg
gw: 5-10kg

16 years of age 🙁

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

Actually new idea I melt the lock off of the medicine cupboard and take everything

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I don't have enough resources to even die. B/ping, paracetamol and vodka can't fucking kill me I'm so stupid

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@KREWlov @born2bcyco I cut off the square bits at either side then file into a rounded shape :)

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@lazylambzz Please try not to beat yourself up about this 🙁 this is literally a recorded form of trauma aka cptsd that's literally found in SOLDIERS !!! you are so unbelievably valid

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

Thank you all for your words I don't have the energy to reply individually right now but I appreciate it

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

I might attempt tonight... I just feel genuinely so hopeless and worthless it feels like someone's scooped out everything that isn't my skin and has just left me here. Suicide is the only thing that consoles me. I'm sorry to everyone I've become friends with

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@cmoa158 But what if I want that attention

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@evermrelover I also agree! (I only speak English)

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@valesnel This is literally the highest I've gotten on anyone's bingo I'm so happy

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@S0ulGhoul I was going to bookmark it but only because I needed to go and do something else on my phone but did want to watch the rest of the video and wanted a way to find it if my tl reset 😭 sorry

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

@9jith @S0ulGhoul Isn't that a good thing though ? Because if you b/p you will lose weight but your face will stay as something people perceive as cute which is the ultimate combination for extracting human sympathy

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@thinkill22 My nails 😭 I filed them into points and stabbed myself with them (said nails for reference like the length of them so you see how I could've actually made them sharp)

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

@ponybeans @lazylambzz I agree, I didn't mean that he was in the right or it was ok for him to say those things in any way shape of form. I just meant I can see, in his circumstances, how that mindset could've formed for him. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

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@born2bcyco Thank you !

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@lazylambzz Saying words recreationally atp 💔💔💔 (him, not you 😭 sorry)

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@lazylambzz Literally what does that even mean 😭 did he at least elaborate or something he was genuinely just saying stuff for the sake of saying it

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@lazylambzz That makes sense 😿 it's really sad that even the places you'd think would be ok are still affected so badly by issues like this

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

@lazylambzz I'm really sorry I didn't know 😿 I just presumed you could afford it which is obviously a very big flaw in how I perceive people, sorry again, I'll try to be more mindful in the future

[atticus edtwt @dorian8228]

@lazylambzz Oh, sorry 😓 I seem to have misunderstood. Sorry again, I obviously don't have the context of your entire relationship with him so I'm speaking from a point of lack of knowledge, sorry that it came off weird. Sorry again

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@lazylambzz

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@lazylambzz