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Yeah, this account got banned from search results, so I'll probably just move everything here over to my main account, because if they're both banned from search results, what's the difference? Maybe later I'll create another one exclusively for SFW

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@nicely_tbh Thank you Nicely 🥹

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I'm just dumb because still hope it all can be fixed somehow

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@nicely_tbh It's more like i have no chance anymore

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Like, as soon as I stopped being “convenient” - that is, not only helping out however I could and listening when needed, but also needing support myself - goodbye Jin

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I still feel like an idiot because all of this really got to me. It’s not like this is the first person who’s truly dear to me and with whom I’m no longer talking. But yeah, the others didn’t pull this crap with constantly disappearing, or making me doubt reality.

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And I kind of get that “you’re too negative” as a reason to distance yourself is probably okay, but it still feels like, “If you can’t draw and it makes you feel so bad that you want to die, you’re useless-I’ll find someone better and easier.” And she did, ha.

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I hate how the ignore and block features don't work here)))))

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@m0chiface Thank you
Just hope to never see her again

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I finally managed to tell my therapist the whole this "friendship" story
- as a christian, I’d say good for you, for turning the other cheek. But as your therapist, what the fuck?

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I suppose I’d be better off just giving up on trying to socialise and getting involved in all sorts of projects

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had to shut myself off from yet another good person, because I can't even stand former mutual friends. It wasn't supposed to go this way, but things will clearly be better without me there

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Probably I should make this account private. In the sense that now I really feel like howling and gnawing at the ground, because someone left for good and I stupidly pushed them to this with my "negativity" and willing to be sure at least in something. Need to scream somewhere

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I’m really amazed at how TBHX captured that state of mind a suicidal person is in when they’ve already decided everything, they’re so calm, just doing what they have to do. one of the most beautiful and terrifying scenes, really

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voices
#奈凌 #nicest #niceling

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@SkiSkoof @licket__ Sorry, my first instinct is to snap, for certain reasons. Deleted

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@The_PerfectHero I really appreciate that you wrote all this and shared your story. And I'm truly sorry that things fell apart like this and that I can't do anything new to share

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@UUtasiek I appreciate your support, but I’m not sure I can do anything about it right now, even with list😔

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@pinnkmeany thank you, I really appreciate the support. I might actually try stepping back a bit

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@Al_draws9 Thank you, I appreciate the support. Yeah, art block and a lot of things piled up at once, so my brain is a bit fried