i haven’t been happy since school started. my mental state has been getting worse, and i’m back to feeling suicidal. i feel so pathetic. ppl don’t seem to understand what i’m trying to say anymore. i wish i could be happy like i used to be.
why am I so jealous of everything. I never understand why and what’s wrong with me. i can't get away from this feeling no matter how hard i try. i've spent so much time trying to understand myself, trying to figure out what's wrong, trying to put my feelings into words,but i cant
i hate ppl.they keep invalidating my feelings and pushing my buttons just to make me feel worse, yet they still don’t want me talking to my sis,Ellie when she’s literally one of the reasons my mh had been better and I feel happier, alongside wens. like LET ME BE HAPPY FOR ONCE?😭