you bloom where you are loved, and that is why you need to learn how to move on, to walk away from suffocating spaces where you can no longer stretch your limbs out. to live well, you have to learn how to leave.
People have been adding a lot of great suggestions, so I'm just going to add, the best thing you could do for the planet right now is to stop the genocide in Palestine and then abolish the US military. It would also help immediately relieve a lot of people's suffering.