on things that weren't so #goals today my gymrat friend said he needs to cut sugar out of his diet because he looks so disgusting that he cannot look at himself anymore nor wear short sleeves... why would u say that around someone disordered who's bigger than u...
"I don't have anybody else I could trust with topics like these" then keep it to yourself idgaf don't go around triggering me because u don't feel like opening up to new people
Losing three years of my life right after high school means that while my friends are currently finishing their degrees/are doing another, I'm stuck in the first year of uni, praying I won't fail out this time around
funniest thing is him saying he doesn't care abt whatever I do to myself ,, then him realizing the extent of my suicidal tendencies in practice and being like woah wait hold up
spending all of the recent days on "living my life to the fullest" and eating "whatever i want" and tell me why i feel more miserable than when bedrotting
I’m already aware the kill myself tweets are off-putting to a lot of my mutuals but I don’t really care. It’s for me. Typing out “I’m going to kill myself” and hitting post is basically like meditation or yoga for someone like me. You don’t have to understand.