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19 | fan account 𐀪 posting for the void lowk

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

I dyed some of my hair purple and it makes me happy everyday. childhood dream

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

sorting through my notes and dont know what made me write this prophecy of a thought down back then. i think the hand tattoo 😭

i’ll just leave this here LMAO

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

absolute rigged world cup atp just cancel it

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

day 4 no tags im dedicated but ill just wait 😔✌️

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRIAN_ day 3 hihi nod if you think you might drop balloons in the summer 🤔🤔

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

every now and then i remember i sort of have a fan acc and it makes me so happy

[masha 🩻🦋 @mpetrowskaja]

i open spotify.
no "balloons" by dpr ian.
i close spotify.

[𝔞𝔯𝔬🕷️ 𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔞𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫 @lilithminyoongi]

the way the clips started turning from black and white into color after lori’s clip AHHH 😭

christian yu,you color our lives too🫶🤍@DPRIAN_

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@scaredy_cat44 idk maybe I have combusted atp

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

I LOVEE BALLOONS also metal ian on stage im gonna combust

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRIAN_ day 3 hihi nod if you think you might drop balloons in the summer 🤔🤔

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRIAN_ day 2 pls pls i beg RELEASE BALLOONS (also rmb to rest)

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRIAN_ day 2 pls pls i beg RELEASE BALLOONS (also rmb to rest)

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRIAN_ pls drop balloons asap I need it 🙏🙏 thanks

[laurinha ☔︎ @neonaudri]

that scream i’m losing it

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRIAN_ pls drop balloons asap I need it 🙏🙏 thanks

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

@DPRMY_ wait this is so cool

[avian ☽☾ @DPRMY_]

when i heard the guitar in balloons, it brought me back to switchfoot’s ‘meant to live’ (see vid!)

they’re obvi very different songs, but ‘meant to live’ coincidentally beautifully captures ian’s journey, message, everything he’s fought for & overcome - im so proud of him 🥺!!!

[⋆˚࿔ miso 𝜗𝜚˚⋆|| #1 winterfall enthusiast @miso_understood]

“And I just wanna say if anyone is going through hard times, if anyone is struggling and you know, want try to find some type of hope in their life when they think everything is going wrong, don’t worry you’re not alone, you’re not alone and as I would say there’s always gonna be so many ups and downs, and there’s always gonna be so many moments where you think “this is it”, but I promise you, I promise you, if you just hold on a little longer, just a little longer, you don’t even have to have a reason why, you don’t even have to have a reason why, I promise if you hold on a little longer everything will get better, I promise, okay? And you’ll always have an angel, you’ll always have beautiful people, and the people that love you will always be there for you, okay? And I just wanted to say, thank you from the bottom of my heart”

[†𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔯༉🎈 @dprashorror]

balloons might be a new favorite holy fuck

[𝔞𝔯𝔬🕷️ 𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔞𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫 @lilithminyoongi]

christian yu you are so loved

[sai ☻ @dprstickman]

god WHY is he so specific 😭😭 like his words genuinely be attacking u.
and “let’s figure it out” LOVEE

call it a stretch but bro might really be saving lives out there im in tears
wishing him all the best always ❤️❤️

[Sav @Saviona_]

"There is a reason why you have to keep holding on. Even if it doesn't make any sense. Even if there's no rationality. Even if your body is like 'fuck it, just end it'. Even if it says that, there is a good reason why you are holding on the way you are."