i miss the feeling of being smaller, of every rib poking out, my hipbones looking like they are about to rip my skin, my thighs not touching, spine visible. constant emptiness, CONSTANT COMMENTS FROM PEOPLE. the only gossips about me was about me and my weightloss
ik im inactive life got so fucking much better but i miss my fucking lw so so so bad. i gained tons and even tho i had barely any friends, my life was just my ed, i had no interests etc i still want it back. the thought of my lw brings back just some sort of "vibe" (1/2)
the funniest thing is that i miss nothing but the self control. i was fucking ugly and my life was shit and everyone hated me yet still i miss this shit so fucking ad and now summer is coming up and the weather itself makes me less eager to keep up with depressing shit
"Is Misa poly? Isn't she dating Neo but now she's dating Alaz" -> she said to leave her alone and stop having a parasocial relationship u dont even know her
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