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Stuck in the future

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

Its very hard to accept sometimes when ur significant other still not ready to tell the world.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

When your lover stop being as one.
Back to square one.
But i need extra time to adjust so im in this awkward limbo.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

So dont mind me. If im crying alone or being bitchy af. Cause i cant vent properly. So accept my coping mechanism.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

Saddest part of being exclusive and not telling people is that when things go south theres no one i can turn to.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

When two souls wanted different things in life. Maybe they are not soulmates.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

Pedih betepuk sebelah tangan
Have to move on.
But now i dont know to swing which way already.
I guess i just need to enjoy being alone forever.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

Banyak betul kenangan d KLIA ni.
To those yang curious dan dah kenal lama ; ya suda selamat bernikah sang anda tu. 3 suda anaknya.

[Not Elon Musk @ElonMuskAOC]

Today was an interesting day in Washington DC…

🤯🤯🤯

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

banyak sangat permintaan dunia ni kena attend. tapi satu ja aku mau. tu pun x dapat.

life is so unfair

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

here i am again. vowing to be a better person and better keeper of my heart.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

another not so new thing about me is. my heart is like tissue. i can get hurt /sad/overwhelmed so easily by actions. not word. but action.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

better off alone? and never give your heart/time/attention/space to other who has no intention to fullfill your expectation.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

to ignore and pretend that nothing happened? maybe

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

funny how everyday i am still learning new things about myself.

[maryamD @dr_maryamd]

to let go? maybe. but i dont want to be lonely 😞