yes suicide is haraam but making someone's life miserable to the point that they wanna take their life is also very very haraam. watch what you say to people because words can take someone to a dark place.
dan baru sadar kemarin malam belakangan jadi sering sakit dari penyakit kepala perut kaki semuanya udh kena,
ternyata penyebabnya pikiran, krn terlalu banyak hal yang saya pengen tau apasih jawabannya, semua hal mau dibawa di pikiran
belajar banget buat ga semua hal harus kita tau kenapanya, ga semua hal harus kita tau jawabannya, ga semua hal bisa kita pahami penyebabnya, untuk kebaikan diri sendiri
untable mentally but i try to handle it now, udah gamau lagi tenggelem di lingkaran gelap itu lagi
u choose to block all of my access without me knowing the reason of it,
its okay, i understand
nice to be ur “friend” almost 6 years
now let me find my peace, let me forget about u, too.
segimanapun anda mikir soal saya bagaimana, saya gapernah sedikitpun sepeserpun secuilpun mikir jahat tentang anda
it really hurts but its okay ill pray for her peace
i cant say a proper goodbye yesterday, i know u gonna win in this chapter of life
we cant meet for the last time in our 24s, i hope we can meet with different condition and situation later, u know i never get mad of u.
ill always pray for ur win, fly high best!
everytime someone grieves, the first thing i wish for them is a space wide enough to let that grief sit by their side. may you have a long conversation with it, long enough to remind you that the heart you use to love is the same heart that is trained to keep you alive.