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// happy birthday to Meee

[໊ @user0000O0]

i’m the family disappointment does that turn you on

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@ATY0URMERCY // thank u it means a lot,, :( things have just been super bad for me for almost 3months now and i already get insecure so often that taking breaks feels like the end of the world 😭

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// i feel like the more time i take away from here the more im gonna be slowly forgotten about. i got issues

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@de4dlockd // sniffles… ily too jin……. i just don’t wanna be forgotten about 🥹

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@de4dlockd // AH

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It is not simply a matter of making bad choices, your mind was warped and you were raised to believe certain things .

that doesn’t mean what you did was okay . But you are not solely to blame .

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you aren’t making excuses, I think you're simply recognizing the reality of your situation and how you were shaped by it .

manipulation and brainwashing are so often downplayed in their power .. and you were subjected to that from such a young age .

…

[⇴ hanzo @MinamikazeNoRyu]

( Hanzo looked down at their hands and exhaled, his breath shaky.)

Thank you. Sometimes it feels Ike I make excuses for myself. I... That manipulation is simply not enough.

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YAY !

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but I said sorry and emoted at u

[﹒ ⁎ ‍ 𝑷꩜𝐏 ⁀ 𝗦𝗧✮ 𝑅 .ᐟ ͙͘͡★ @FROGPULSE]

you literally chased me across the map to kill me.

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hey .

( he reaches a hand out to take Hanzo’s own, gently squeezing . )

you were manipulated .. and under so much pressure . That is not your fault .

It is okay, anija .

[⇴ hanzo @MinamikazeNoRyu]

( Hanzo nodded. )

I am sorry, that the last Hanzo you had to deal with was… well. ( he trailed off. )

And that it took me that to finally make me realize.

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// spotty activity. Bad mental state

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@FROGPULSE can this be us

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" ah, I don't ... I don't really need anything . Not that I don't appreciate the offer . “

Genji sits down in the offered seat, looking around . still fiddling with his sleeves .

" you seem to be working pretty hard .. How's your research going ? “

[Dr. Cesare Fiorentino @marinegenius]

"Do you want me to fetch anything for you? Like a drink maybe?"

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.. I am glad . I have missed … /you/ — the real Hanzo .

( he really did . He missed the Hanzo who he could talk to like this, that would hold him . That never failed to make him feel safe . )

[⇴ hanzo @MinamikazeNoRyu]

And I would say that we are. You make me a better person. You did even when we were younger.

( He had changed into someone bitter because of his position in the clan. He would change back now. )

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It will . it’s not gonna be the easiest feat .. but I will always be there to support you .

… I want to help you love yourself the way I love you .

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( their argument was one that had haunted him for many years . The angry shouts and spewed venom between the two . The way Hanzo talked down to him as their father had done . Urging Genji to straighten up .. it had hurt to think about for a long time . )

…

[⇴ hanzo @MinamikazeNoRyu]

Me too.

( Them yelling was an echo in his head, something distant and yet as if he could see it in a heartbeat.)

I will have to learn that, I think. And it might take me some time.

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“ … that would be nice .

[⇴ hanzo @MinamikazeNoRyu]

"Would you like me to grab a blanket for you?"

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I mean huh

[𝚁𝙰𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚃𝚁𝙰. @NEMES1SM0DE]

... I beg your pardon?