I can’t rely on my past experiences to get me through when I have done NOTHING to advance them and make something if myself. Floating by never felt good and now I’m 25 and really feel like a fucking bottom of the food chain, low level loser
@BolesPhotoLab Just tried to send it and it said you have received your max boosts for the month or aren’t participating, maybe next month if you wanted?
@BolesPhotoLab If you go to the “friends” tab at the bottom and then look at the “spot me” section at the top, you can enter in a username to send $5 over to someone. I have 3 left if you wanna trade?! $dthegpk
Worst holiday season yet there’s so much tension and it’s not helping that I’m depressed so she probably looks at me like I’m garbage but fuck you anyways you’ve never liked me so what’s new
And maybe it’s just all in my head but honestly… I am who I am. And somethings take a lot of work and will never permanently changes. I might just be paranoid but I really don’t think I am
I don’t want to deal with this anymore, I want to leave and go back to my own life honestly. All@of whats happening today is just snow piling on top of all the rest of the judgement passed on me.
It won’t be difficult to do it with anyone else’s, especially if I feel like no one actually cares to like me as my own person instead of just dealing that I’m romantically with their daughter/ sister/ granddaughter… I’ll find a family and I’m not gonna settle for this shit
I miss my mother and everything about her. I’m watching the new tiger king documentary episodes and they’re talking about signatures. I remember my moms signature and how she signed her name and I just miss it. The little things man… I sign mine as best I can as she did hers…