When the first living thing existed, I was there, waiting
When the last living thing dies, my job will be finished.
I'll put the chairs on the tables, turn out the lights and lock the universe behind me when I leave.
- Dream of Endless
For the past months, Iโve been questioning Godโs existence and his love for me. I was lost, tired, and angry. I would end up crying for no reason. I am blaming him for all the misfortunes thatโs happening to me. Recalling all those things makes me so sad.
Let me redeem myself and start over. I need your guidance. I need you in my life. Let me seek shelter in your embrace as your child who was lost and scared. Let me pray to you. Let me feel your presence in every bits of my life. I want to live.
late night studying may be a bad habit, but there is something so peaceful about it. the calm of the night, soft music playing in the background, drinking your favorite drink, writing, and reading your notes.