i’m really, really, really sad. i’ve been wondering whether anyone really cares about me… whether anyone genuinely wants me to be happy and would do anything for me. i’m dying right now, i really am…
no one talks about how exhausting it is to live between "things will get better" and "i can't do this anymore." i'm somehow hopeful and defeated at the same time
Functional depression is real.
You work, joke around, take care of people around you. But mentally you are drowning in your own thoughts and nobody knows it.