man it really do be hurtin when you put your heart and soul into trying to make someone else happy and trying to make sure they’re okay, but then feeling like they couldn’t care less abt you in return
all my college friends only talk to me bc i’m smart and they use my study guides, and my best friend doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore soooooooooo ya i am a pos
i love pretending to be ok but actually wanting to die because i’ve lost almost every single person in my life lol why does everyone hate me why do i cry about it daily what did i do to make people leave me
ok one more thing. it makes me really sad because all i do is try to give love and kindness to everyone around me and i give things to people to show them how i truly listen to them and i pay attention to what they like. when was the last time anyone did something nice for me????
my best friend won’t talk to me anymore and i don’t know what i did to make her not want me anymore. i know she is going through a lot, but we always used to be each other’s person. but now she has a new person and doesn’t need me
every single friend i’ve had has left me??? i have like 2 friends at college but one of them is my roommate and she literally SUCKS and her bf is here all the time and they fuck in my shower. and the other is a girl who only is my friend bc i’m smart and she uses me