lowkey high functioning depression makes me feel like a zombie who puts on a nice skin colored outfit everyday & then i go outside & pretend i am normal & fun & productive & deserve to exist & the second im alone my skin falls off & the awful stench of being rotten fills my nose
i wish i was never fat in the first place. i missed out on so many things and being fat just ruined my childhood. if i could go back and tell my younger self to just not eat so much maybe i would’ve never had this account in the first place sigh