i will be rebuilt i wil be something worthy of love and to live and enjoy everything and ill be able to help all the people i care about all the time and ill make everyone happy ill make them all feel better im not a tumor im not a parasite i wont be like this forever
its fine its okay its alright ill get over it ill be fixed i wont do it aagain i wont ever make a mistake i will be happy and cool and fun and everyone will always want to be around me and never want to leave and ill never be too much or not enough and ill make people happy
im sorry that i let down anyone who invested any amount of time or energy into me im sorry i clung to this life selfishly im sorry i ever wanted anything i so clearly didnt deserve
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