Ricochet .

18M SHEDtwt & venttwt SW 185lbs CW 175 GW 160 UGW 90

Ricochet or Rico. ENG

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I have a hard deadline I need to lose 70-80lbs in a year and then maintain it I need to get these breasts cut off ASAP

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3 weeks intense exercise 0 lbs lost 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#Ok I know it's muscle I'm still mad though

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I'll probably start cutting again I can't take this shit

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If I still have curves after losing weight I'm genuinely going to kill myself

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Is there a way to permanently destroy your appetite I'm so tired of this shit

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@ibuprofenbarbii Stress eater and it's fucking terrible when you're in pain constantly because then sometimes you just eat constantly I hate my fucking life

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I'm madddddddd

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Straight up my brother should've eaten me in the womb

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I'm pretty sure I'm just incompatible with life because an organism that gets its nervous system totally fucked and becomes literally entirely useless for years just because they were barely touched just like one fucking time is NOT fit for life at all

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I haven't experienced anything traumatizing in my life and it's really pathetic that I'm allowed to ever convince myself even slightly that I have

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Literally why was I even dx with PTSD when there are people out there who have been groomed by people older than them or who have been raped or who have been beat or who experienced incest or who have addict parents or who were bullied or who have real illnesses etc etc etc

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I've been trying to withhold from cutting because I know I'll get caught next time but I was reminded of what actual trauma is compared to my fake ass whiny shit so I think I'll just cut again because fuck me and fuck everyone and fuck everything and I'm too much a pussy to KMS

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@tboydirtbag Because you ARE a man and because even though being trans really fucking sucks it's way way better than having to pretend to be a woman

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It's kind of funny how when something bad happens, I want to kill myself, and when something good happens, I feel nothing about it at all. I'm going to be getting treatment for my syndrome that might straight up cure it, no longer disabled, but I don't feel happy. I'm terrible

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@xxxandros_ I'm not gonna pretend like I'm some paradigm of morality, like I'm not a hypocritical bastard, or like SHEDtwt isn't toxic as fuck too, but making even closer and more personal spaces in addition to these subtwts is just worsening the problem even further, no?

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@xxxandros_ +Obviously turning 18 doesn't mean you're suddenly more mature, but there's worlds of difference between a 15 year old and a 20 year old. I remember being 15, and I had friends that age, too... you look up to them whether you realize it or not, and they're modeling that behavior

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@thinselle It's so embarrassing like I can't stop being impatient and fucking it all up... how do I expect to get through med school when I'm not even patient enough for WL

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Just a disgusting fat ugly piece of shit with no life skills and a terrible personality and I'm too lazy to even kill myself

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Holy shit dude I've been trying to lose weight since September and I've only lost 10lbs total and all of that was in the first fucking month and I'm like 3 days away from 18 and I'm still fucking obese I can't take this shit anymore why am I so bad at this