Sometimes I think about sharing my opinions about politics and/or current events online, maybe even go as far as to start typing a post, and then I rethink it and decide to brood in silence.
Extremely not-triumphant return to playing jn a band last night where I discovered that not touching your instrument for several years may have some impact on your skill level.
Got knocked back on my third run at a job interview where I was repeatedly told I was almost guaranteed to get it, and on the same day joining the Instagram 2016 nostalgia trend has resulted in some very conflicting feelings.
A former client asked me to shoot their event on a week’s notice, I told them I was unavailable and they’ve now put up a Facebook post looking for a new photographer and saying I pulled out on late notice. Unsure how tactful I am expected to be here.
A lot of people talk about how they found a community in hardcore, and I’m happy for anyone that has - but I’m not sure that was ever really the case for me, and that community has a tendency to disappear the second you’re no longer on people’s radar.
Whinging into the void but it’s kinda rough becoming increasingly disconnected from the music scene that was such a big part of my life for so many years.
Everyone else is still in bands and actively playing shows, but I’ve long since given up trying to reach out to people to try to start something, at a certain point it’s a little hard not to take it personally.