jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era

27 | she/her | TNx2 | eras chicago n2, denver n2, liverpool n1, indy n3, toronto n3 | #1 happiness stan | would drop everything now for taylor swift

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

this place just isn’t for me anymore

but i will keep the app for notifications
(see previous tweets)

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

also deleting this goddamn app i get a pit in the bottom of my stomach every time i open it

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

when i met with my psychiatrist last week i told him i was feeling "a bit lighter" and like my spravato was finally starting to work and I'm pretty sure i jinxed myself

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

i’ve been on the internet more than usual the past 2-3 days (ie about 20 minutes) and i’ve felt slightly worse in the head

so i’m just gonna take my ass right back offline

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

i’m feeling a lot better from my mental breakdown 4 months ago but i’m too scared to come off my daily klonopin

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

@Hyeyunie also less twitter

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

@Hyeyunie crafting

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

my (probably) 20 pound cat has been hanging out with me a lot on my bed and on top of me lately

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

hey @iontv could you move svu back to saturdays

or @Roku just make an svu channel

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

i’ve had a rare neurological disorder for 4 years but i’m just now noticing i didn’t used to have so much trouble with word recall and double negatives

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

this was just the one I chose to try but I’m serious I haven’t had a period even slightly in over a year

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

PCOS girlies: my endocrinologist recommended I take this supplement for a few of my symptoms (facial hair, extremely irregular period) and I’ve been taking it for only TWO (2) weeks and I’m already starting to get a period

downsides: expensive, have to take 4 capsules a day

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

@jzux me about to turn 28

[val 🦦 @H44MlLTON]

heated rivalry made me realize i have gotten too old to be in these kinda fandoms these people are not mentally well 😭

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

coming back from being off twitter to say that being off social media is better for my brain. ok bye

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

@SwimBeckRun i’m so sorry Becky💔

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

my friends moving on with their lives and me stuck here

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

just had an interaction that made me realize that my good friend/favorite person does not view me as their good friend or even remotely favorite person

[ProbablyApril ✨ @oh_itsapriltoo]

A lot of people aren't gonna like the answer to why

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

still feeling very uneasy about my life since i finished shameless and can’t decide on what to watch next

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

contd

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

my dad’s always been an asshole

[jillian ⸆⸉❤️‍🔥 showgirl era @drunkonjillousy]

did a deep dive on my old twitter looking for some stuff and i’m fucking funny so i’m gonna be posting some of that