Unfortunately, yes i sure DO give up on people.. you can't continuously disappoint me, distract me, not pour into me & expect me to continue showing up for you. No can do.
Once i mentally separate myself from a situation you'll never get the same me. I'm somebody you gotta do right by the first time because my mental detachment doesn't allow reconnection. Especially because at my age its hard to make sense out of another grown person trying to play