We just made a whole presentation in English and this is NOT the problem but social anxiety be out there kicking my ass so I finished talking and I was shaking and I'm still stressed about it fuckkkk I need a cig
Had to choose between buying cigs or paying Spotify I fucking hate being the "can't function without music" person now I almost have no cigs and am sad
Grandma threatened me to beat me with a rope because I'm so lazy and keep pissing her off and I'm fucking hope she does because then I'll know were the rope is and I'll kms with it
top 4 feelings:
1. showering when no one's home.
2. playing music and singing when no one's home.
3. coming home to an empty house.
4. cleaning when no one's home.