The Lonesome Sapphic🥀

Why you gotta be so rude? ♍︎ ♉︎ ♉︎

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

My mind would have so much more peace if it wasn’t for this stupid bird app. All the draining think pieces and comments I’m constantly taking in are really fucking with me. I wish I could leave this hell forever but sadly I cannot but I definitely need a break from this hell.

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I was having such a nice morning too 😒 3 hours into nap time and I cracked. Ugh.

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I hate days when I’m supposed to get off early but end up having to stay late and I sit here thinking about all the different ways I could be spending my time and start to feel like I’m waisting my life away and get sad and feel like my whole life is a waste and now I want 2cry.

[Cassia @AwkwardGirlLA]

Willow surprised Jada for Mother’s Day & got Jada’s rock band, Wicked Wisdom back together & sang one of their songs. Look at how Jada’s looking at her 🥺👸🏽🎸

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Omggggg Saturday is #BlackFaeDay 😁😁😁😁 bitch Immmmmm gonna be cute as fuck!

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I keep seeing 999 and I’m like IM READY FOR THE CHANGE I WANT THE CHANGE WHEN THE FUCK IS IT COMING

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I had to go to work at 6:30 this morning and the sun rising at like 5:40 has completely fucked up my concept of time today lmaooo

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Now I tweet a picture of me & Cardi to cleanse my tl 💕

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I have a journal that I write shit down in but it’s just so much easier to type it all out on Twitter and send it off into the void. I love working through my random overwhelming emotions on the internet lmao.

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I could change my mind in the next 5 years! My mom had me at 30 and that’s always when I said I would want to maybe start trying so we’ll see. I need to stop acting like I’m a relationship with someone that’s giving me an ultimatum. I am not Richard and Sutton 😭

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Idk man. Being a nanny just gave me a new perspective on kids. I love my nanny kids and I love spending time with children that will never change but thinking about having kids that I can’t leave at night and not have to take care of on weekends... that’s a lot 😂 but I am 24 soo

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

This is really stressing me out right now and for what reason 😭

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Like do I feel guilty because I know how much my mom and the rest of my family would love a grandchild? Is it because I’ve been conditioned to think I need a child to be fulfilled? Is it because the thought of my family “ending” with me sounds scary? But what even is that?

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Or is it because ever since I was a kid I always wanted to be a mom? Like that’s something I wanted for my whole life and now I’m reconsidering it? And if I have a kid I’d really only want one but as an only child I’d feel guilty not giving my kid any siblings.

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Had a relationship for longer than 9 months but it’s just been bothering me so much lately why am I like this?

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

Lately I’ve been really thinking about if I want a kid and in my head I’m like no, I don’t think I do. But then this overwhelming feeling comes over me and I’m like can’t just not have a kid and I get anxious as fuck and like I’m nowhere near having a child and I’ve never even

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I just realized I have a month to find a girlfriend and fall in love so I can be annoyingly gay during pride month 😰

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

@krispyhippy It’s so fucked!!!!! But like I can’t stop thinking about it! It crosses my mind all the times!

[The Lonesome Sapphic🥀 @dumbalienhoe]

I’ve been really wanting to watch Midsommar again since it’s May but I know none of my friends are bout that life and I don’t want to watch it aloooooone 😒