"The key to being happy isn't a search for meaning. It's to just keep yourself busy with unimportant nonsense, and eventually, you'll be dead."
-Mr Peanutbutter
Still there are days I wish to move past just getting by i hope for the steady hands and clear mind to easily make strong the weak parts of my life. My biggest goal is this to be made better by everything I go through and to become a man who can always be seen as good & true
All this time i have felt the weight of not being all i could be. This feeling is not heavy it is just a quiet proof that my mind will always push forward. The deep wishes to be more have never been a problem but a small steady fire inside me.
I’m deeply grateful to all the people who never made me feel like a failure, and to those who still remember me with love and sincerity to this very day.
As kids, we all imagined a future version of ourselves maybe as a doctor, a seaman, a teacher, or something else we dreamed of becoming. Some of those dreams turn out to be harder to reach than we thought, while others are possible but take a different path than we expected.
And though we can’t turn back time, I still hold on to the hope that one day I can achieve those dreams despite the struggles, despite the setbacks, and despite the pain life has brought.