weโre all fans, but weโre never โjust fansโ to him. whatever we give, he always finds a way to give back. ik he doesnt owe anyone anything, but i think its humane to be hurt by the issue that he didnt address, knowing that this thing between us has always been reciprocal.
i'm still lost with how i feel, if i'm still a fan or not anymore. i feel like i'm always in between of moving on and staying and sometimes i feel like i don't know where to place myself because some would say 'just go!' and then i see some friends that are still confused too.
he's not what we think he is.
Masakit yun.
Lalo na at vague apology lang nakuha natin, and wala pang testimonials from his friends.
May ibang nakamove on na, may ibang nasasaktan pa din, may ibang humihingi ng definite answers.
At okay lang yun. (2/n)
Imagine, ang dami nyong projects for him (billboards, balikbayan box filled with personalized gifts, benefit concert with shhds compositions, that one project that triggered my anxiety, etc) tapos mababasa nyo yung post telling that he doesn't appreciate the gifts and (1/n)
also, if it helps. kindly do consider that some fans whose views you might not agree on, probably have been here since last year, loving and supporting him 24/7 FOR A YEAR or longer. so yes, we are not all going through the same thing here. maybe we can respect that.
@smolsono Hi Iโm not sure if you know this, but those funkopops were personal gifts of dee aka seonhohappy to him. I know it seems petty to some of you, but have some respect for her hardwork. She really gave her all in those gifts and this will hurt her even if sheโs not active right now.