Alright. I took a big break from here and tried recovery, I was sick of it being the only thing on my mind but I'm disgusted with the weight I've gained so I'm back. I don't care if I have to force this honeymoon phase back but it's coming tf back
the love of my life trying to sign a fucking dnr over a gallbladder and some stupid doctors, mom might have fucking cancer and my papa is being moved to hospice with probably less than a fucking week left, I'm going to fucking lose everyone
@soul3at I used to be pretty skinny but nope nope nope it almost tasted worse, I lost interest in most foods and they seemed so gross. But since I've gone back to BMI 18 ish, that's gone away