The best thing I’ve ever did was get someone to come deep clean my place every two weeks. Of course i straighten up daily, but surprisingly it takes so much stress away when you have a busy schedule. 🥰
So I put up post it notes to remind me to feel better and today I had a woman come tidy my apt & she saw the note. Granted I didn’t know she lost her son as well and she told me how much she needed to read that. You never know what someone is facing. 🥹
When Monica said I just want someone who can love me when it’s hard to. I can trust w all my issues. Someone who is Patient and Consistent. I need good Sex and Commitment from somebody Loyal Understanding. Who won’t change up take advantage of my emotion. Whew 😅
Losing a child is really awful. I feel guilty about everything. From wanting another child to letting go of anything. The process of clearing out some of his things has been the hardest part. It’s like i don’t want to let go of anything. 😥