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⊹ ࣪ ˖ 17.0 edrtwt ୭ 🪽 ˚.

[Apollyon 🪽 🩸🍽️ twt @wingdecayed]

Yeah man let's shame someone for presenting a common ed behavior and recognizing that it's wrong. My fucking god you accept the "non-glamorous" parts of having an ed until it's intrusive thoughts, which are relatively common too.

[hana @dxllrexic]

i excersize purge literally everything i eat ive been wondering if i actually have some type of purging disorder instead of ana.. ik it's not bulimia cause i don't binge but??

[hana @dxllrexic]

when im at "peak ana" i feel miserable and exhausted

[-•//Midas^_^//•- @mydeepestwnders]

what do yall think about this tiktok i just saw #edrtwt

[hana @dxllrexic]

@cannibalcats3 sometimes ur body just holds onto weight for a while then drops it in like 3 days 😭 that's what happens every time i hit a new lw, i maintain for 3-4 weeks then lose about 5-6 pounds in 2-3 days! i wouldn't freak out unless it's been over a month or 2 lol

[hana @dxllrexic]

@moch1bunn13s im just omading thanksgiving and not counting cals

[pixie ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 @pretzelpastry]

noticing how bmi/tdee/bmr calculators default to the average male statistics

[hana @dxllrexic]

my friend gets paid a lot "working at a florists" but i think she just sells weed

[hana @dxllrexic]

@edrtwtfessing i think covering them up makes it more noticeable. i wouldn't want somebody to do it to me cause it just makes me paranoid.. that being said not everybody is the same BUT i wouldn't

[hana @dxllrexic]

some girl said i have a bony face yesterday #okay

[hana @dxllrexic]

turkey anything is better #tbh turkey pepperoni turkey bacon.. normal turkey deli meat is 10x better than the other deli meats

[hana @dxllrexic]

bacon is gross af turkey bacon is sm better

[hana @dxllrexic]

bc i took the other day

[hana @dxllrexic]

bacon is gross af turkey bacon is sm better

[wonyette @wonyrexiic]

I hate people who pretend to understand anorexia and think it is just about not eating but the moment we show other unbearable behaviours they get mad at us for acting that way

[hana @dxllrexic]

my planned meals today only add up to 550 but i want to eat a little more than im burning #help i might add smth to dinner but idk what

[hana @dxllrexic]

@rosiekatkat no but i add the cals burnt to my tdee when im calculating my deficit

[hana @dxllrexic]

gmm

[hana @dxllrexic]

gn!

[hana @dxllrexic]

@flufyykitten ive been doing 2mad w/ more steps lately and it's sm more peaceful LOL plus it makes people less suspicious of ur ed cs they just assume uve snacked/eaten thruout the day

[hana @dxllrexic]

i lied it was foggy and miserable when i got home.

[hana @dxllrexic]

it's so nice out today omg it's finally not foggy and miserable

[hana @dxllrexic]

just saw we have like 50 soup cans in our cabinets and i am a soup Fiend i might eat them more.. i already made salad for lunch tmrw but thursday. soup.