Thanksgiving weekend well spent although I was reminded that there are some family members out there celebrating the holidays alone and it made me sad. ๐ฅบ hoping Christmas will be more enjoyable for everyone๐ฅบ
Finally spent time w/ my dad after a whole month. We ate and laughed & reminisced about my mom. It was a good time, he then said "go put your baby to sleep, there's dark circles around your eyes. Get some sleep before you go" I slept so well that night ๐ฅบ
I talk a lot of shit about my man๐ but I'll never let him look like a fool in public. This man has changed my life so much, introduced me to Christ, helped me quit drinking (completely), gave me a beautiful son & is helping me learn to love myself more.
i must look like i got my life together cause everyone is asking me for money. esp people i barely know. iโm out here strugglin too, bai me tara jens ๐ฅด
So when in a relationship do we start opening up about our past? Cos this man be watching me go thru it not knowing what's going on. I know he's doing the best he can, mending a heart he didn't break caring for the wounds he didn't make but how do I even explain all of it?
My cousin sent me something that read somewhere along the lines of raising my baby without my mom & I got emotional ๐ฅน honest mral betok a diak kudngei, I'm so lost w/ouy her. there are times I just want her to say it's gonna be okay rungalk but deep inside I know it will beโจ