I think it’s important to note that I’m not the same person that I used to be. I’m extremely happy these days, and incredibly kind to the ppl I love and strangers the same. I’m vm strict about how my work should be done and I’m super honest. But I can also handle harsh truths.
And when I say “everybody else doesn’t have to think of others when they need to change my availability” I mean my coworkers. The ppl w the same damn job as me has more opportunity to grow than I do. And it makes me want to quit.
I hate having the ppl pleasing trait in me. I care too much about my work life. I have a degree I’m working towards, not everyone in my field have something to fall back on. THIS IS IT FOR ME! I’m going to school to get what I deserve out of this life, and I need to do it NEOW
What I want. Like I want to make smt out of my life while I still have time on this earth and I can still benefit from my child of a veteran scholarship. I literally have 4 years left to do so, and that’s about how long it’ll take to get my damn degree 😒 fckin hate it here ..
This is the year of the fire horse. I feel rejuvenated. I feel like the many years of pint up frustration towards myself is finally coming out in a way where I’m proactive towards my growth instead of being a hindrance towards it. I feel free and honest/true to what I want..
@TansuYegen The point isn’t to truly lock it, it seems. It’s to deter the person attempting to take the car a bit more. If I hear my car alarm going off and someone is actively trying to take it by analyzing why they can’t pull right off, I’ll have enough time to react and act against them.
@starsmoonandsun Libra moon and Leo Venus… idk if I’m the best option but I do know what he values. He values reliability, consistency, words have to match actions, laughter, lightheartedness, and passion amongst general beauty of the world.
@ftersuns I’d recommend any type of watch with a growth mindset, the person in it has a character arc that needed to develop in order to succeed in life. Paris and rec is my comfort for that
I’m really in this drive thru line and this lady through her drink at the worker……. This is egregious. I’m glad I don’t deal w food cause I’d be fighting about ts ..
@asteriadraven I really hate that!! And as a person who’s been in therapy for so long and having multiple different types of therapists who didn’t understand my struggle as a black woman, I got gaslit by even therapists! Thank you for seeing me 💓🙏🏾
Within the first year of me working at the pharmacy, I was put through a lot of bs. I was pushed by customers everyday w a smile on my face. One day I got too anxious and was trying to talk to a cust. and they were saying I had an attitude.. no..? I’m just overwhelmed and I cried
speaking on the doechii situation- being black with anxiety is the worst because every anxious interaction you have has the possibility of getting vilified