if you go to the beach sand gon get everywhere. the sand will make your feet dry too. are you gonna rinse them off in salt water? dry your feet out more? smh.
My goal is to find out who I am. What I want not based on fear but in what makes me the most fulfilled in general.
don’t wanna offer what I can’t give. Wanna be a better family member and friend I hate disappointing people.
I want these people in my family to hold my baby. Take picture on holidays and stuff. Have someone I love and they’re in love w me yeah. Well a lot of them died bro.
But dawg… We was right there tho. We had em. If we just.
Usually I’d throw some pieces around and idealize someone. But really I don’t think that’s me anymore.
I had the vision. Nah I don’t wanna be picking up women when I’m 34… I lived my whole life with the idea of me in the future. How to get there. Moments.
Feels like every day I’m stalked by this profound sadness.
Temporal feeling of loss.
Like when you wake up from a dream. You’re left with nothing but emotions and growing distance.
Even sleep doesn’t guarantee the dream lost somewhere in ur synapses.
I’m so amazed by my gf the 🍏 of my eye. Like other than annoying each other time to time on grand scale we really have fun with each other and she has taught me to appreciate every moment no matter.
Man when the 🍏 of my eye posts on her… Instagram… I be choking the hell outta my dick. Like “nigga u seeing this shit why didn’t you tell me bout how fine she was.”
But one thing which is very nice. She, referring to… the 🍏 of my eye… is generally a very career-oriented, fast-paced woman.
Seeing her have times to be soft, really slow down, and enjoy being nurturing always makes me smile. Thankful for her.