I’ve never felt deeper, like nails digging in my skin the more I understand the less I react.
your heat close enough to feel but not enough to warm me, I release myself.
Through many moons youve chased me
I release you
Though many lives we’ve done this game
I release myself
I don’t want to think I don’t want to hear
I can barely let out the echos of vibrant feelings I had
This was always an act, the show now goes on with my mask off.
Memories I bury deep but hold tight
Things I cant say but won’t forget
This Life I can’t unfeel, things I can’t undo
For every moment that passes I feel this constant; force that draws me deeper I’m falling wherever this takes me, sinking or floating; I give in
Just give me more
When fear left anger came to replace it
When I let go of anger, my reflection left me with grief
Innocence pulled from me like a warm blanket
I don’t want to speak anymore