genuinely trying not to have a breakdown bc i really let myself get fatter than before & now i hate myself even more but i still wont stop binging what if i just kms at this point
genuinely trying not to have a breakdown bc i really let myself get fatter than before & now i hate myself even more but i still wont stop binging what if i just kms at this point
>lose 15 pounds, so close to gw!!!
>eats as a reward!!
>loses control and gains weight back
>gives up and spends next 6 months binging
>”if I didn’t binge I could’ve been at my gw by now”