sometimes i get soooo jealous of other people’s social skills. like damn, they can talk to people?!! and people like them?!! look at all those people who like them. wtf. illegal
no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "i don't know how much more i can take"
Depression when you’re self aware is really a funny thing…. Because you very much acknowledge you’re depressed so therefore you make efforts to move through it or shake out of it… but sometimes it’s like fuck it…lemme be depressed I’ll be back tomorrow lol