while that’s probably the real explanation, i recently read somewhere someone saying that light didn’t want to think of L's eyes because those were the eyes who were always judging, analysing him, so light couldn’t bear it. i like that explanation more
light who missed L so so much that when L magically comes back he starts feeling him up from his pale face to his collar to his boney ribs over his (thin, way too thin) waist and knobby knees and uncovered feet and while hes down there he might as well suck his dick from relief
when isagi tells me his ideal type is someone who laughs a lot and has a wonderful smile but all i can offer him is a clown, potential man and benchwarmer3000