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Staying up late just so I get to spend more time with myself #yay

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If I'm so against the life I live now and if I'm constantly guilty to an unseen hand why can't I bring about any actual change

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My cells fight hard so I can live just for me to resort to a life of comfort without any passion

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Alexander karp we are going to have a talk

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What if roman got mad and decided to take over the world

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My brain makes me feel guilty when im playing games but then when I do something productive it tells me to go back to the games

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It's already 3 pm oh my fucking God

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I love potato

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Ugghhghjghhgg

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I'm so close to just giving up and forgetting about everything

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I just got a calf cramp after not getting one for so long god they feel so good

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I reckon I need drugs

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I seriously don't know how I've managed to try and keep this going for so long and it's the same with Roblox and steam as well I just look at the same page 30 times but then when I try doing something productive I want to go back to the slop stuff it's such a fuckass cycle

[e @ebliss3three]

I think that I'm going to start living under the guided principle that if during any moment in time I am not serving myself and I am not doing something that I want to do I should do something else it sounds simple but the amount of hours this builds up to is insane

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Building off the fact it sounds simple I'm just so tired and pissed off of all the stuff I want myself to do like play games or watch anime I don't care about which just leaves me wasting 4 hours procrastinating something that's meant to be leisurely it's so annoying and pathetic

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Think think think think think

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I'm going to try and think very hard

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How do I make my days feel real

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No matter how mature I become I can't escape the fear of death I can't imagine what it'd be like being stuck in time and just going back to nothing

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If I can learn to manage my time perfectly it's so over for everybody