سينباي

🦄 | Black| Autistic| 31 | ♒️| Millennial

[سينباي @EbonyAkatsuki]

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[zayden @pemilo123]

When I meet someone new and we immediately click due to our neurodivergence and tism, its our first conversation and were oversharing already discussing weird habits, and things you'd normally tell someone after six months of knowing them😭

[Thee Aries @GiftedAsia]

If confidence irritates you, I know exactly what you are.

[𝐋𝐞𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝 @Be_like_legend]

Quiet bpd is dangerous because you feel so much pain and rage inside you but all you can do is take it out on yourself. You don't want to hurt anyone else. You can't bring yourself to be angry with others despite what they do, under the premise that they will hate or leave you.

[Nuelxx @nuel_szy]

avoidment attachment is like being so hungry but not wanting to eat because you're scared of throwing up. 🤮

[سينباي @EbonyAkatsuki]

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[Nuelxx @nuel_szy]

Neurodivergents don’t just remember the hurt…we replay the conversation, the tone, the micro-expression 47 times trying to decode why. Autism + trauma = infinite loop of ‘what did I miss?’

[Thee Aries @GiftedAsia]

The way people respond to a bubbly personality really concerns me. Ever since I was a kid I noticed how people try to break your spirit when you’re too nice, too happy, too outgoing, too friendly. People that wanna know why you’re so gung-ho are unwell and are out to get you

[No filter Skin @NoFilterSkin]

Biologically speaking, whatever you don't express, process, or release may develop into an autoimmune disease and it is that deep.

[lets heal and recover @recovery_your]

Trauma isn’t just “bad fucking memories.”
It’s: forgetting whole chunks of your past.
It’s: reacting like your life’s in danger when it’s not.
It’s: exhaustion after nothing even happened.
It’s: never feeling safe, even in the safest of places.

Stop telling people to “just move on.”
Some of us are rebuilding our whole nervous system.
So fuck you.

[Lost in a Dystopian Hell written by AI Monkeys @lsthart]

Covid COMMONLY causes blood clotting and damage to blood vessels and multiple organs, including the heart, liver, kidneys, intestines, pancreas, and BRAIN...also strokes and necrosis...but people memory holed all that cuz talking heads on the TV kept repeating that it's "mild".

[𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐘 @X_Bill_Gl]

CPTSD is spending your whole life waiting for people to show you who they really are. Not in a cynical way. In a trained way.

[سينباي @EbonyAkatsuki]

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[ben ♪ @benfyp]

who would've told them they'll become the king and queen of pop

[Etana @Etanarachel]

I think the high SA rate is because we're bad at reading social cues and can struggle to figure out when a situation is getting dangerous?