@Freyaiiie Im still deciding; between food and money but i temd to get 3 cause im greedy.
So many people say drugs (coke/meth) is 1000times better, If you really want to achieve „better“ 😆
Conciously , I never provoke/trigger them with words or not ever think about them less nor more, but still wonder why they always feel and think that I am higher than themself.
Saw witnessed experienced lived been met so many competitive types of people who wants to compete with me and none of them are even bother trying to competing in olympics or similar industry.
Ive come to this million dollar question and got the answer from the conversation with my self.
“Why i love to sleep so late” even tho i feel so sleepy already tired already full already or even fullfilled already
Each of them demand my time.
Even strangers that ive only met for few seconds; demand my time.
What a fuck up world but the world didnt demand my time, the people in it are.
I feel it now, why a person wants to be a hermit.
Its because my upbringing;
Growing up with big families.
Met hundreds of family and friends extended and extended another extended family and another extended family and friends of their friends or extended family endlessly