and for those that need to hear this, i refuse to escape responsibility for my actions, i'm sorry, i'm broken, and idk how to fix that, but i was wrong to hurt the people i did, and i do hope i can repair things π
@femmepilled fr like i still have manic/depressive cycles, scream at myself until i cry, have momentary lapses of trust in the ppl around me, and thats just a slice of the crazy shit my brain does to me