aster fae (they/them)

witch. writer. faerie. tarot and oracle slinger for 20+ years. vampyre. book lover. singer.

overall creative being that's writing a slow burn fantasy series.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

@Descolei Thank you for the song rec! and my apologies for this to be so late — I've been on Discord and TikTok and IG lately <3

ily and miss you lots!

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

ayyYYYO I THINK YA BOI HAS BEEN ASKED OUT???? IN A ROMANTIC SENSE???? AHHHHH

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

@Descolei Thank you
I sincerely appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.

I'm trying not to give up. I'm hopeful that there is is some one out there for me. Some one that brings be romance so I can experience it for the first time

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

@Descolei Oh. Ah, it was very short lived. So I'm back at Square one and this time I'm just going to fill my days with passionate work.

Thank you for the kind words though.

Maybe some day it'll come true and be real.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

tiiiiiired of the cold, rain, snow.

i bought an outfit + accessories to make content in and i haven't even been able to do it because new england still thinks it's winter 🙃😭

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

Shit,
continuing to manifest my partner
As i have since 2018.

C'mon universe. Please cooperate with me..🧚‍♂️ ✨️

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

Happy birthday to meeeeee

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

also, i very much so want to film content here at night. They have a great grounded setup. As long as things really DON'T go bump in the night.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

moved into separate rooms from my momma and its been pretty groovy. i can go out for a smoke whenever i want without waking anyone up.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

getting that overwhelming feeling of self-isolating again because people don't like me hahahahaha

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

hotel living hasn't been awful by really any means. Everyone hass been really kind. <3
I'm not sure how long we will be staying here; probably as soon as we can find AND can afford it new place to be.

And maybe my mom will stop complaining and draining my energy:/

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

my mom and my brother are arguing as if we were back at that wretched apartment and not in a hotel room 😑 🫠

Peace? What's that?

[No Context Cats @nocontextscats]

meowsterpiece

[your positive corner @dolliefae]

people think self love is baths and candles, which is true but it's also discipline and self control. it's breaking bad habits. it's having patience and forgiveness for yourself and to keep trying over and over. even if you relapse. self love is not giving up 🤍.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

90s music and finishing up packing the best I can before the pitstop to wherever Home is next.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

It's bittersweet to pack up my Altar tools and supplies.

I'm still a Witch despite it — for I AM all the tools and supplies needed.

....But damn I can't wait to have them out again in the new place.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

as crummy as i feel, it's time to take a break from the dream world of RPing and writing,
and back to the reality to where i must continue packing up my things for storage.

the next adventure awaits! 🧚‍♂️ ✨️

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

....astoshingly, there is not much information about resonating as a faerie and a vampyre.

the pull and yearning for all the information hasn't left my mind in a few days—

If I'm to be the first, so be it.

I can always share what I can in a book some day.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

when is it my turn for miracles to happen to me?

my life is so fu of trauma. even to this day.

and I'm getting so tired and I want to cry and just end all the pain.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

— I'm such an idiot.

[aster fae (they/them) @ecl1psewing]

aaaaand I am back to feeling utterly foolish for signing up for various things.

Me? Hearing back from an email I was given permission to write.

Trying to sign up for two different events to help those like me s perform effective magic.

Then asking to ne part of a project....