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spade ♠️ • any pronouns • 22 • dude i’m so tired

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

just realized im going to be working 10 days in a row. evil and messed up actually

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

like my like is pretty good actually! my friends do actually love me. false alarm.

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

was feeling like the world was evil and connection is fake until i took a nap and im ok now

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

@m0nimoon_ u know what moni. i would still support u if u were. bc men icky yucky stinky :/

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

someone in my class described my art as “so cunty” ive peaked i think

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

currently up to some important academic research

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

@ImPeacheee they dont go very fast though :/

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

@ImPeacheee 44% said yes, so i say more than just this guy

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

like. he was loved enough that we see it now in how he was buried. and i do think part of that fight for his reburial was just about respect. but i also think part of it was like. an inheritance of care. and its that part that keeps making me like cry about him lol

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

something about the kennewick man is just really. moving to me right now. he’d been buried with care by his community, and that care, when noticed, mattered to enough people that they fought for him to be reburied. despite the answers his bones could provide.

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

im kinda mad at tiktok rn bc it gave me a glimpse of a perfect fyp page one night, where it was just. baby monkeys and edits of eddie diaz and bucky barnes. but then it took it away. i havent seen a baby monkey video since. literally sick and twisted

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

i dont get to take classes with brett anymore bc i took them all but i DO get to see him in passing before my 3pm class every monday and wednesday and its always just like. :D hey man! its you!!

[𝘱𝘺𝘳𝘢 ໒꒱ @cospyra]

“are you fucking stupid??”

me:

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

@mecha_chunk @bpdawsten honestly i made it awhile ago but like. getting the reminder sometimes makes me go “oh yeah that is kinda strange huh”

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

ive had two people cancel on me in 24 hours, and then had to coordinate schedules to make more plans this morning and im genuinely so close to being done with irl friendships. like. this shit is so annoying to me

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

YOU GUYS HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN GETTING LUNCH BREAKS????? my old job was actually so dookie im realizing holy

[spade ♠️ @ecthil]

happy to inform you guys the house of the dragon wine is in fact dookie dog shit. it was greatly expected when i bought it but just thought you guys should have confirmation: very bad.