wanting intimacy but refusing to participate in hookup culture because i'm only sexually attracted whenn i'm emotionally attached to someone is its own hell
Im slowly coming back from really long and bad depressive episode and im gonna tell why:
Itโs so painful to get back into socialization and see how โnormalโ other pplโs lives are. They talk about plans while i barely can be sure i will brush my teeth. It makes you an alien