amaryllis 🥝

pfp not me| recovering ED —- fitness lover

[Ezgi 👩🏻‍💻 @ezgicodes]

Canadians wait all winter for summer just to hate it after 3 hot days.

[AntiSocial @Anti_Social_040]

losing appetite because you're sad is really fucking annoying.

[amélie @ephhemere]

if i were rich and famous, i would live exactly like her

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

You make me feel like shit sometimes

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

Sometimes I feel so unwanted

[Nicky💕 @jas_d_barbie]

I believe all women lose sexual interest if you disappoint them emotionally.

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

Still a question for me

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

Do you not love me?

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

You know it hurts me too

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I don’t wanna be alone

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I’m missing so something I don’t have yet

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I feel like shit and so sad lately

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I hate everything so much right now

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

Maybe I’m lying to myself, maybe I’m actually not happy, I just can’t admit it

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I’ve been drinking more

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

How much I trust this man gives me so much serenity

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

Is itemabrassinfto say I have 4 drinks and I’m drunk? Cause I am

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I’ve been drinking by myself

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

I’m so depressed yet so in love with life itself

Why am I such a contradiction

[amaryllis 🥝 @edduet]

Zoloft 50 to 75 to 100

What does it take to numb these feelings