Jhonnie

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[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

My head is so loud, I’m constantly yelling at myself in silence, I feel like my brain is a different person

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I just want to be normal for everybody else, why do you feel the need to dump your useless problems on everybody

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I hate the way I think

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I feel like shit, I’m fine now, I hate you, i feel amazing, i feel great, im ontop of everything! I’m a loser, im a nobody, everybody hates me

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

this Bipolar disorder shit is not for the weak

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’m going crazy

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

Why can’t I do anything about this just please I want to be normal I want to be fixed

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’m always going to be wrong, I’m not smart or cool or good looking I’m just a fraud hiding behind false confidence

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’m so unfunny, I hate how I talk to myself, I hate how I cry over everything, I hate how I make everybody feel horrible because I’m such a pussy

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I don’t want to die alone

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

You are disgusting and you hurt everybody you love

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’m so scared of myself, please let me have this

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

Will my fear of losing you be what makes you leave

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I hate being so dependent on them because without them I am nobody

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I don’t want to be alone

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

If I lose one of them I’ll lose all of them and I will be alone all over again

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I can’t believe I still haven’t said anything

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’m so happy that I am loved

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’d rather die than get a diary

[Jhonnie @ededdyson]

I’m actually a dork venting to twitter ahaha