It's been almost 4 years since Marley died and I finally got his memorial bench figured out, now I just have to prepare to put his ashes there when the time comes. Grief does get easier to handle but man it's still a pain
The worst part about coming home after traveling is realizing that you've lost access, potentially permanently, to the food you fell in love with on the trip 😭💀 People here are afraid of seasoning I swear
I tire of friends sending me things that I cannot fully see since I'm not logged into this godforsaken app, so I'm fixing that against my better judgement now.
Tell me why I've tried to modify my icon like 5 times now and this app just will not take it
Anyway I did end up moving to That Other App today (🦋 ) if y'all are there I'll hunt u down-
I live in a state of denial because if I were to actually analyze my purchase history on this little hobby I've picked up, my purse would come to life and eat my hands.
"I'm not a collector, I just prefer physical media over digital since I already work on a computer all day" I say, shoving a 4th copy of the same comic I already have into my bookshelf because I liked the cover art variant-
When you become an adult, reintegrating into a fandom you were obsessed with as a kid is so fun but so very dangerous bc suddenly you have adult money and when you see something you want only you can tell yourself no-
On a related note... I'm really getting into transformers model kits tbh??? Working with my hands was something I did miss about my old job and having the chance to build something tangible is such a nice change of pace
@BillSpooks My personal favorite is when I'm asked to provide input on something because I'm "the expert" and I'm like. Who told you that. I thought we all silently agreed that we're just making educated guesses at best when it comes to work. By whose authority am I THE authority on this-
@qnerdi HONESTLY I think what held me back for so long was being taught that you should have a niche and I DID pick one but then couldn't sustain it. Lack of strategy made my brain do the blue screen of death and I just remembered I don't actually Need a strategy. Just vibes LMFAO
I've been debating this for a while but I think I'm ready to give up trying to use my accounts primarily for art since I don't really have the energy or desire to draw as much anymore 💀
ALL THIS TO SAY I'll keep my user related to art but if you still follow me just know it'll be less art and more life stuff, outfits, and fandom content probably. Idk but I have to pivot away from trying to use my accounts for art only or else I won't use them at all.
I literally don't post ever because I don't have much left in my files to show and I haven't drawn in what feels like years so I have nothing new to share. Maybe it has been that long. It all blends together to me. I work a lot and get enjoyment elsewhere these days.