Organ | edtwt

slowly going insane ☆ transmasc ☆ cw-49 gw-45kg ☆ 19☆ under 18 + nonedtwt DNI

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Redoing intro since there’s alotta new ppl here!!
⋆˚꩜｡ ☆ Organ ☆ ⋆˚꩜｡
★ 19
★he/they
★ednos
★ uni student
★a walking mess of a human being
★likes: art, games, movies, anime,music

✮ this acc is my way of yelling into the void ✮

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@lowxcalpeach It’s okay peach 🫶 stuff happens, you’ll spiral if you beat yourself up over it, you’re beautiful and what you view as bad doesn’t define you at all 🤍

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@lowxcalpeach Morning!! Went for a walk but I’m going out for lunch with my mum, nervous but excited to spend time with her, wbu peach!!?

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

I miss when my ribs would show more…least I still gotta thigh gap, trying to gain purely muscle so I look more toned, since my family is forcing me to gain weight anyways
#bc #edtwt #bodycheck #ricecakestwt #foodpoll #thinspo #averagespo #fitspo #eedeetwt

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@mura_usagi68 173cm

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

God it’s disgusting how much I let myself go. Left cw, right lw. I will get it back, but better. I’m determined to lose weight. Bout without b/ping this time. I will controlled and strong and perfect again
#edtwt #eedeetwt #thinspo #averagespo #bc #foodpoll #ricecakestwt

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@woohooloser5 Tysm genuinely 🫶that’s about the only plus is I’ve started working out more and looking a little more masc I’m just not toned at all I can feel it, but I’ll get there.

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@i75488 Things happen, life happens, it’s okay love🤍

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@didntdigest SIR YES SIR

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

@lowxcalpeach Hallo peach!!! It breaks my heart you feel the same way :/ well both get through this!!🤍🤍🤍

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Stood up straight and felt my thighs touch. It triggered me so naturally I made it worse for myself and looked at my sick pics…I think recovery might be over for me now. I can’t do this I have to lose weight again. So..hi guys..I’m back..what’s good. I’m a disappointment

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

I used to be so perfect…and I hated it. I was miserable but at least I was skinny, now I’m miserable and fat.

[amy ᢉ𐭩 @haziechic]

Nothing more triggering than your own lw bcs

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

I feel so fat it’s disgusting. I wanted to recover but the moment I’ve started visibility gaining I just want to relapse. I can’t do this recovery shit I’m not ready I’m not ready to get better and it’s killing me

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Crawling back here bc despite mr trying so hard to recover I still have a worm in my brain. I Pvrged again last night after three weeks free. Why do keep doing this. I want to get better but I always slip up and then boom. Progress gone.

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Brother I am nawt cut out for recovery life im still constantly thinking about food and how much im burning. Haven’t prvged in a week though so thats something I guess ??

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Was a month b/p free until yesterday:/ I don’t know how to feel, I had my friends over last night to distract me from my failure and my friend just casually talks about how she’d only had one tomato that day. It’s not fair.

[hawke @tauntifer]

does anyone else who has had an ed for awhile look back at certain phases and wonder how the fuck u managed it?????? literally what was I DOING????????????

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Morning organ nation it’s been awhile. I’ve been at home with my family trying to recover , I’m still not I know that, I still restrict and am obsessed with burning calories and going to the gym, but I’m two weeks b/p free and that is the longest streak I’ve had in over a year :)

[Organ | edtwt @edibleorgans]

Just had a farewell dinner with my friends , it was bittersweet , but made a little sweeter bc despite the urges, I didn’t pvrge it. It’s a big step for me…one day b/p free? Hopefully the streak will get a lot longer

[𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐢 ࣪ ˖ 𖦹°⋆ @starvingmiffy]

600 cals for an healthy balanced meal that my body NEEDS 😐😐

600 cals for 3 chocolate bars that my body absolutely DOES NOT need 😛😛